As we approach Calder's first birthday (and my first day back at work on Monday) I am still feeling sad. Oh, I know - that's life - babies grow up, I have to go to work, he has to go to daycare, and that's just the way it is. But I can't help but feel melancholy about it all. Yes, I am happy Calder is growing up so well - he is so happy in his disposition and also in his soul. He is such a sweet little boy, I am so lucky to have him in my life. And although the last year has had many tough moments for me, I would do it all over again if it meant having Calder in my life - he is worth every moment.
Here is a picture of Calder just over a year ago - in an ultrasound taken at 36 weeks of pregnancy - look at his little face!!
Here is also a picture of me (and Calder in my belly) taken almost exactly one year ago. These pictures were my last belly pictures taken because he was born the following week!!
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Have a good week, everyone.
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My Darling Girl - I have just cried all over again looking at the ultrasound and your lovely pregnant self - You have done so well and you are such a good Mother! Calder was then (inside you) and now a very lucky baby to have such a caring and beautiful Mom. And it shows on his face and his already developing attitude towards people and life! You have been blessed! I LOVE YOU ALL! Love Mom a.k.a. Calder's Grandma xo
ReplyDeleteElizabeth, you and Gary have been through so many changes in less than 2 years, and obviously having Calder has been the most change in your life, but without a doubt the most wonderful and amazing change! I know it will be difficult to get back on track with work, and with now being a mother, but I know you can do it. I have never seen you so happy, and this brings me much happiness too. Calder is such a sweet little guy...As you and Gary have said before, he has an old soul. I can't believe the ultrasound pic, you can definitely see his cute little face :) You of course, glowed so much during your pregnancy..You were and are beautiful!
ReplyDeleteLove,
Colleen xo
Elizabeth, I completely understand what you're going through and I want you to know that my thoughts are with you. I wish I could give you a big hug right now :)
ReplyDeleteIt's amazing to think that it's been a year since you had that beautiful belly. I'm honestly a little bit jealous that you have a flat tummy now because I seriously look like I'm about 7 months pregnant, not 5 months! lol At any rate, think of all the wonderful memories and exciting events that are still to come in Calder's life! And think about how excited Calder will be to see you after you've had that long day at work - it totally makes everything worth while (by the way, the paycheques are a LOT nicer than EI! lol)
I'll be thinking about you on Monday!
Jules